It’s a crazily windy and rainy evening, so I decided it was a good time to make use of some of my vervain tincture. I made this a few years ago from my own fresh vervain and some 95% grain alcohol (Everclear). Since then I’ve used it only a few times, generally just rubbing some on my hands before bed. In that case, sometimes it worked and I had very interesting prophetic dreams, and other times it did nothing. I didn’t use it much.

Then a couple weeks ago I said to heck with it and drank a thimbleful before bed. I had a very strong dream, but I still don’t know if it meant anything or not. See what you think:

It was unusually vivid. As is typical for my dreams, it started in the middle of things and I had no idea how I got there or who I was in that place. I came out of a somewhat old white house into a deeply snowy yard behind another house. This was similar to a place I once lived but not the same place, and in that place there had not been a house like the one I’d come out of. The snow was quite deep, to the point where it seemed a little threatening, especially since there were absolutely no tracks in it. I wondered how long it had been since it had fallen and how long I’d been in the house I’d come out of and why I had been there. Was it my house? I wasn’t sure it was even habitable. I looked at it and said to myself, no, that is not my house and I don’t know why I was there. It seemed a bit decrepit, maybe even abandoned.

The sky was grey with solid clouds that reminded me of a phrase I once read in a story comparing winter clouds to dirty wadding. I looked around and all the trees were covered with ice. And I mean way more than from an ice storm. They were encased in tons of solid ice from top to ground that spread even farther than the tips of the outermost branches. And it was old, worn, dirty ice, discolored and misshapen. This made me feel even more uneasy about the location.

I walked forward in the snow, not sure where to go, and saw that the tree behind me had a long ice-encased branch extending from it seemingly in my direction. I thought, “No, don’t worry about that,” but when I turned again to look at it, it had gotten longer and reminded me of the arm of a polar bear. It seemed to be aiming to swat me, so I moved quickly out of its way even as I assured myself that ice-bound trees don’t swat people and anyway probably the branch had already extended that far and I was mistaken. But I knew I was not mistaken and that the tree was threatening me–for no reason I could understand.

I moved faster away from the tree as I realized that they could all come crashing down from the weight of the ice and I didn’t want to be there when that happened.

And woke up.

Not much in terms of prophetic, that’s for sure. Not sure what the dream meant or how much of it was due to vervain. But it certainly was a very vivid dream. Tons of very strong detail on all levels–the sound of the snow, the dim light, the cold (although I was dressed warmly), the feel of the fluffy snow as I walked in it, the smell of the house I’d come out of (kind of like rotting damp wood). This is way more detail than my dreams typically have. And the rotten ice was definitely something I have never dreamed of before. In fact, I don’t think I have ever dreamed of ice at all.

Anyway, tonight I decided to try a lot more vervain tincture–an ounce. I mixed it with some wonderful summer honey and some water to make it drinkable. And I am sipping on it. I hope I don’t have another ice dream but instead something a bit more interesting–and less threatening.

I do feel that vervain is a very underestimated witchcraft plant. It’s one I’ve grown several times in order to harvest the seeds and just get to know it. I love the shiny leaves that resemble oak leaves. I can see why the Druids might have prized this plant simply for those leaves, but from what I have read, they appreciated its oneiric properties as well. So I guess tonight I will find out. It’s a pretty much non-noxious herb, so I am not concerned about bad effects. In some ways it reminds me of clary sage–a very overlooked herb with few medicinal uses that nevertheless has great magical potential.

Have you ever used vervain for magical purposes, especially through ingestion?


Mandrake Pests & Aluminum Foil

Mandrake pots wrapped in aluminum foil

Aphids are foiled!

Mercury to the rescue! I noticed that my mandrake babies were looked a little down in the mouth, and an examination revealed a massive infestation of aphids and spider mites. Yes, it’s my fault–I’ve been ignoring them.

Washing off the leaves by holding the plant upside-down in a gentle spray of cool water once a day for three days in a row will get rid of spider mites, but aphids are a bit tougher. I decided to use aluminum foil both to keep the soil from falling out during washing the leaves and to repel the aphids. I’ve only heard about the aluminum foil and aphids things and never used it myself, using neem or AzoMax instead, but my plants were already stressed, so I didn’t want to add to that by spraying them with any pesticides, even if organic.

I checked to see if any evidence besides web pages copying each other existed for the aluminum foil against aphids thing, and found in fact a study about aluminum foil being used very successfully as a mulch to deter aphids on tomato plants (I didn’t even know that tomatoes could get aphids!). The article is pretty old (1975), which kind of shows how very different pest prevention was in the past, even only a few decades ago, before everything was pesticides and herbicides all the time.

Btw, for massive amounts of aluminum foil (which is handy for freezing food, btw, much better than plastic), try a restaurant supply place. I bought a 500′ roll of heavy-duty aluminum foil 12 years ago for $35 and still have tons left.

New setup

I ordered an 8ft, wheeled shelving unit to put in the corner of my apartment where there’s the most light. This I intended to use for plants. I finally put it together this weekend.

Bought a real nice grow-light setup  too, an Agrobright 4-ft fixture with high intensity fluorescent bulbs. I just don’t like the color of the light of the LEDs and I am used to the fluorescents for starting seeds and growing mandrakes and henbane through the winter. This fixture seems pretty sturdy, but I must note that although it comes with bulbs (which all survived intact), the hangers are insufficient. You really need chains and s-hooks to attach to the hangers so you can raise and lower the fixture. It’s pretty heavy. I think it will be great for mandrakes (the babies and some seeds are under it now).

The plants are all doing great except for the lavender, which kicked the bucket for some reason. The stephanotis has really taken off, going from not much more than a stump to a blooming vine more than 6 ft long. The two jasmines have bloomed, and so has the violet. I really love the thick, round leaves on the Hoya obovata. The two larger plants on the lowest shelf are patchouli and Passiflora alata Ruby Glow.

I think I need more plants.